i need advice

i've talked to all my ninjas
talked to everyone i know
n none of them really have an answer for me

so heres the deal
i've been "hanging" with an ex of mine alot lately and we've been gettin closer n closer
at first it was just us doin the whole fuckbuddy thing buuuuttttt
now im starting to remember why i dated her in the first place i'm fallin for her again
now this sounds all great right??im finally thinking about settlin down n not cheatin on every girl im with
and she told me yesterday that she wants me to be gabes father

heres a few of the issues
she has a fiance(but doesn't wanna be with him)
and she has a kid
her parents have always hated me
and i love her yall

i don't believe in love never have but for the first time in my life i give a shit about a bitch
usually i just write em off as a one night stand with too much alchohal involved
but now im really thinkin this is the one
like i think im really in love after all these years of tellin people love was invented to sell cards on feb.14th

what can i do??i know she'll leave him in a heartbeart if i ask
but im just 18
i finally just got a legit job so i can help raize her kid

oh btw heres a picture of her
[IMG]http://i184.photobucke*****m/albums/x57/wrath_the_juggalo/not%20allowed/ayla.jpg[/IMG]


oh and whats bothering most about all of this
is she named her son after me
his name is gaberial kaine r.
mine is jer. kaine m.

if you say this is a troll thread your a fucking idiot
im really opening up this time and i really need help cuz frankly i don't know what the fuck to do at this point