i fucking hate myself and as @EnterNity said ima have balls to killmyself and i fucking agree i tried killing myself when i was 13 and i fucking still hate myself im bipoler and anti-social
Mate, seriously get some help if you have suicidal thoughts.
Do what you like, no stress. Don't take life too seriously, you are never going to get out of it alive.
Peace, live to die another day