ARE YOU SERIOUS???????????????????????

ok so me and my brother were fighting over a pair of pants(lOl) and he said it was his but i said it wasnt because i saw the size and i told him it was mines because we went shopping for jeans,pants(for me) and then i bought them but then he wouldnt listen and i wouldnt let go of the pants so my mom came in to break up the fight and then he took my xbox and gave it to my mom, HE DOES THIS EVERY FUCKING FIGHT WE HAVE, then she wouldnt give it back to me and i said why, that i told her it was MY PANTS but SHE WOULDNT FUCKING LISTEN, just like everyone else in the house NO ONE EVERY UNDERSTANDS OR LISTENS TO ME
AND GUESS WHAT?
SHE SOLD MY FUCKING XBOX

I TOLD HER WHY AND I TOLD HER I ALSO PAID FOR IT NOT MY BROTHER
then she tried to avoid it by saying O fucking K

now im basically SCREAMING AND CRYING FOR THIS BECAUSE NOW I CANT PLAY, AND I HAVE TO GET ANOTHER XBOX(which is going to take 1 month or 3 weeks, because i get 40 dollars every week) and the part why im screaming IS BECAUSE MY BRTOEHR DOES THIS ALL THE FUCKING TIME and NOW EH WAS SUCCESSFUL HE REALLY GOT RID OF THE XBOX OMFG OMFG

I KEEP ON FUCKING SCREAMING AND I CANT STOP HE KEEPS ON HAPPENING and part of it is BECAUSE NO ONE EVeR LISTEN TO ME ON MY HOUSE AND THEY NEVER LISTEN TO WHAT THE FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK IM SAYING SHE ALWAYS HAS TO DEFEND MY BROTHER why? BECAUSE IM A FUCKING KID
I FEEL FUCKING POWER-LESS I NEVER HAVE THE RIGHT TO DEFEND WHAT IM SAYING EVEN IF IM SUPPOSE TO "WIN" THE ARGUEMENT man im going to miss playing xbox 360 with my friends until 1 month ONLY THIS TIME WHEN I GET IT, IM PUTTING A FUCKING PASSWORD ON IT

for real im really crying and feel like idk killing myself because all my life peoples picked on me and laughing at me and basically, if you had a brother like mines, you'll feel the same way

PLEASE CAN SOME HELP, there a good part of me thats saying CALM THE FUCK DOWN everything will get better and the other side is TRYING TO SCREAM SO FUCKING LOUD THAT IM TURNING MENTAL