Looking for Serious Help

Ok I need a mentor or something, Ive been up all night looking at C++ tutorials and stuff but I can't seem to grasp on to anything they tell me! I just want some help to undertsand C++, and then release my very first hack. I guess you think of me as some noob who needs to just use hacks instead of making them but I promise I can learn! HELP PLZZ!!

kay: add me on skype teamnonymous depending on your knowledge and capability on answering some programming questions. i will decide if you deserve help from me. and you will be able to join a teamspeak group i have with very friendly people willing to help :3